We know that the only truth is found in Being/Becoming. Pursuing truth through the art of Being is how we become one. One… this term has been thrown around everywhere and its true meaning has been inverted to continue to control others in the work place, at home and everywhere else. We Are One is what we hear but no one readily knows how to get anyone else there. This is because it comes through individual desire to never stop running. Those that truly want to know, and make it there, never stopped.
While anything readily available is not the truth, our soul, as well as our good deeds leave bread crumbs within these opportunities to see further than what’s on the surface. For example, I do not believe there is anything on a search engine that is spiritually beneficial, or new, that would help me further my understanding of the esoteric sciences, but throughout my day I pay attention to my body speaking when I see a certain animal or but or number. My soul is communicating and it’s up to me to commune with what I’m saying to myself. When I see this number or occurrence, I know my soul has opened a window through my search on the internet to talk to me. I know this because when I try and find it again another day, it’s not there. You must understand that there are windows of opportunity, and if you choose to ignore wisdom and guidance, you cannot will it when you feel like it. Working with yourself causes shifts at the right time, and when shifts happen for me, I feel a wind . Your soul does not work for you, and I say this because to believe you can force divine synchronicity is called magic, or magik. You can cause a great deal of things to happen that are not meant to happen, it is not a safe practice and there is a cost to using elementals unwisely. If you aren’t in the flow, you are forcing something that is not meant to happen and there are always consequences.
When you learn how to Become, you will find abilities that you weren’t aware were there. We become who we are intended to be – architects, scientists, artists, musicians, healers, love…
This world is changing and the more we Become part of the earth and operate as a force of light, we become more grounded and others can experience what we are experiencing in a way that transforms. People feel what you are without you needing to advertise. They know you have what they are looking for, but until someone is ready and asks for guidance to find their own way, we do our greatest work by just Being. The work is substantial on its own, there’s no need to be a missionary, they will come to you. Once you can understand this, you can understand your role in all of it and reach out responsibly where you can be found [writing, speaking, etc.]. You must master control of yourself first because what’s waiting out there to find you will be tough.. it will bring the fight to your doorstep. Those that haven’t hunted their own weaknesses and faced them will discover that their subconscious will not be ignored, nor does it take prisoners. You will make a fool of yourself and do a lot of damage to others in the process – it has set many back lifetimes, eons. Your subconscious created every aspect of you down to the molecular level and is the processor that runs in the background without you knowing. Ignore your subconscious and thus enters the Adversary, as well as the forces that support adversarial thinking. It’s all energy designed to do what it’s supposed to do and it doesn’t negotiate, it does what you tell it to do. Forces do what we tell them to do. Our subconscious controls the forces, not our consciousness [ego]. When we are not aligned with our subconscious, we experience frustration and get mad that things are happening, or not happening, to us. If we can understand within our spirit that WE shape and create form to energy from the subconscious level and being to direct our focus in that direction instead, it becomes effortless and you don’t have to fight against yourself all the time – it’s exhausting. Learn to work together with your dreams and intuition and the breadcrumbs that pop up in the moment and forget about the future or the past altogether until you master right now. Right now determines all those other things, correct energy reversals within yourself [don’t put the cart before the horse, so to speak]. This is why forcing elements that have been given form at a subconscious level already should not be further manipulated at the conscious level – it is dangerous and unstable. It is perfect the way it is, everything is perfect as it is; however, we believe that we need to change what we see, and that is dangerous.
Speaking from my own truth, I believe that psychology is doing just that. psychology is taking what has already been expressed in its perfect form and turns that expression against the being that is suffering and desperately seeking relief. When my body needs to express itself, I must give expression freely to that or I deny my Soul of its right to give form to what is needed in that moment. An example is, when I have hiccups, I know personally what I need to do to give expression to what is happening and, when I do, the hiccups go away immediately. My outward life trauma has caused me to have this automated response to suppress my expression so I wont get hurt again, so hiccups are one manifestation that can get by that wall and is also a way my subconscious chooses to communicate with me that it needs to express itself. I have worked with my hiccups to figure out what needs to be expressed, so when I express what is needed, the hiccups go away immediately. I love it. If that’s vague, I’ll go further to clarify that, when hiccups come out of my body that, even though it doesn’t make sense to my conscious state, when I say, “I love myself for who I am and I’m okay”, they immediately cease to continue.
If I were to deny myself of doing that because it’s “weird or creepy” to others, or because I am ashamed, then I’d be missing out. It isn’t something I can explain because it’s mine and no one elses to understand.
That’s why seeking guidance outside yourself will only lead you to denying who you are and the unique things you must to do to express yourself in a way that only you know how. You can’t heal by any other means because the way you express yourself here is actually healing you in another realms that you are not aware of.
Allowing yourself to express what comes up in the moment can be freeing or hold a bit of pain. It’s not all pleasant. Another example is, when I get a leg cramp I must immediately not resist it and relax my entire body and just let it happen. The experience starts out with extreme pain and moves into discomfort and then it goes away. I can always count on it transforming in that way, so I have learned not to resist what is happening and cause further disruption. I hope that is helpful as we move on.
When you get the urge to do something out of character, or that doesn’t make sense, be kind and allow your spirit to express itself through your body so that you can move on with your life. Entertain the fact that there are so many complexities that must be expressed in the beginning that it’s just best to let it happen or you’ll drive yourself crazy trying to assign logic to any of it. We’ve tangled our expressions so severely that whatever gets the knots out won’t be sophisticated in nature, but it will be freeing.
One of my favorite movies is Lars and the Real Girl. It is a visual of what I’m expressing here in words and the story is a beautiful one because it has all the elements needed… you express the disturbance and it is witnessed in order to heal. It’s difficult to watch and understand if you’ve not yet gone after your own fears and shame. But those who have will resonate deeply with the redemptive qualities of a town coming together to, not just “let”, but support a wayward Soul working out his own past trauma and salvation in a very inwardly pure way that looks uncomfortable to others outwardly. This is what its all about. Observing and allowing/validating the absurd so that there is healing and a rebirth of the Soul. No one can tell us how we can heal, they just have to be a witness. Others are simply witnesses to the transformation and are not to orchestrate the transformation.
Souls that are disturbed and absurd must have support to work through it and be rebirthed. We misinformed that we are to rescue or intervene for that person. It’s the natural process and nothing to be ashamed of. As we allow glitches to happen in others around us, it will stay benign in nature; however, the more we do not allow the glitches to be expressed and go further to shame them of the expression, this is why people are so dangerous and violent because they have been denied the benign expression for so long it naturally progresses into being dangerous to themselves and others.